Thursday, June 17, 2010

smoking again, it felt so real

I was in a dark club, smoking cigarette after cigarette. I was sitting across from an unidentified person who was also chain-smoking. I smoked defiantly, carelessly, without even a tinge of guilt. Why was I smoking so many cigarettes in this dream?? I haven't smoked in five months..do I harbor a subconscious desire to smoke? I don't feel it day to day.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

kitten attack

I walked into my apartment and there were three tiny adorable kittens. They looked peaceful and innocent enough. I leaned down to pet one of them and they all attacked me. There was one in my hair, one on my back, and one biting the shit out of my hand. I was screaming and struggling and woke up wondering if it's possible to have such a violent dream without something violent happening in real life.